Heart pounding deep inside
Thoughts swirling inside my chaotic head
Remembering my God
Talking to my soul
Choosing to trust in His sovereign care
As I thought about my case and what I wanted as the resolution, I penned the following:
It's not about winning.
It's about honoring Jesus.
How easy to find my thoughts somewhere nestled between the two
Arguments are understandable, obtainable, within our control in as much as we can form our thoughts and make our points
Honoring Jesus means surrendering myself,
and choosing to trust in Jesus as my defense.
God was kind in answering our specific prayers for our court hearing. We are able to take our foster children on vacation with us for two weeks and we are thrilled about that. Yet beyond receiving the answer I so desperately wanted to hear from the judge's mouth, I am so thankful that God met me as I sat alone and waited.